It was supposed to be half-term break this week but to be honest I'd rather be back at college. This is for many reasons, but my half-opened eyes and tired mind are telling myself not to elaborate on any. I've been dreaming a lot about love lately - it's like an addiction, and I'm trying to maintain normality in my head but it's not working and I don't know why. I've been obsessed with red roses, too. *hits blunt* is that why I feel all drugged up on love??? PROBABLY. That's good; I thought I'd have to admit to thoughts I didn't want to admit to. I don't know where the time in February has gone, but I do remember feeling as if it was going slowly at some point. I think my brain is just tired from all of these conflicting thoughts, soppy and emotional dreams, and everything else. Do you ever get this feeling? It sucks.
Very short piece from my diary. Don't talk about love to me at a party because this is what ends up happening:
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What a busy month it has been. Hopefully March won't be constructed by red roses and tender memories from the past that aren't worth thinking about. I think I might just make March the new January. I needed this 2 month trial to make resolutions and break them all within the first few weeks. It's a learning process and a skill I have yet to master.
~peace out~ and see you in the next post! Zoe xo